*TOUGH CHOICE?

hey...i suddenly thought of something...cos...i have been thinking...wats there for me to study if i can say tt i cannot score an dist. for my ART??i dunno..maybe my expectations for my ART is really very high..but...i really think the the planning of the exams was really badly done...how can they put ART as the first paper??really...how r we suppossed to revise our other subs??haiz...anw...then i tot...y not i re-take it nxt year??i dunno...juz re-take ART and E.Maths only...then the whole of next year...i spend my time working...actually...tts not a bad idea lor...but..i'd be wasting another year again le...haiz...but i bet..my sis is not gonna approve it...surely de...i hav already wasted a year for my 'N's le...ARGH~!!!

...dunno la...but i noe..i m not going to score le...i have let down a lot of ppl liao...my sis...my teachers...haiz...i m such a let-down...sorry jie and 'chers...but i noe...they wun be the one who loses out...I m the one who is going to disappoint myself...and i already noe tt le...but i cannot do anything...my art..already pass up le...the other subs..not my forte...so..can forget it le la...my 'O's this year...buang liao...maybe my fren who prayed for me in thailand was rite....i need to repeat my major exams twice to do well...and...i m starting to believing it le...haiz...dunno la...think i m gonna call my sis to talk abt this matter..see wat she thinks...but i m sure i m gonna have a good scolding from her le...

wat u guys think?
(i)-dun care and juz carry on to wherever i can go wif this years credits?
PROS: none la...but i no need to waste another year if i dun repeat the subs next year..
CONS: my credits might not be good enough to get me to the course i wanna go...

or
(ii)-repeat ART and E.Maths next year...then i work for that whole year...earn some money...THEN go to wherever i can with those improved credits...
PROS: my credits SHD improve..i might make it to the course i wanna go...i can still earn some cash...
CONS: i'd be wasting another year lor...then...i'll be gg poly at the age of 20...which means...i will be serving NS at 22 or 23 leh!!...then when i retitre from NS...i m soon to be 30 lor!!WTH~~!!

or
(iii)-juz get ready for anything tt comes my way...even accept the fact tt i might be going to ITE's DMD(Digital Media Design)...which i can long enrolled in 2004...when i first got my 'N' lvl results...
PROS: dunno...think none...maybe i hav an 'O's cert. in hand??(which wun come in much handy)
CONS: i hav wasted even more time...this time..its 2 yrs...i took the 'O' lvls for nth...cos..i could hav gone in to tt course in 2004 with my first 'N' lvl score...

HOW? HOW? HOW?

tell me how u guys think...tag me or tell me in msn...i really dunno wat to do....i m really breaking down mentally man~!!!

*MissHuang~~... wat shd i do??i need ur advise!!

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