-.-.......its 5.16am....and i am still haven sleep dispite the fact tt i m having lectures and tutorials later starting from 2pm...omg~...
i dun seem to have life anymore...i cannot go online the 'normal' time...been rushing assignments here and there...and there is like i think 3 weeks of assignments tt we need to re-do cos the lecture gave us wrong info..so...god bless me la...see if i can rush it all by next mon...
argh~...i kinda hate my poly life...it is so tiring....it sucks...=(...i dun have time for this and tt...argh...but the drawing lessons hav started to get better already...no more drawing 'circles'..'balls'...'boxes'...'textures'...argh~..those are lame stuffs...on mon...we drew 'chair'...yeah...sounds lame oso right...but here is the punch...draw a 'positive' and 'negative' composition of it with charcoal(compressed carbon)...i dunno how to explain to u guys..but i'll upload it next time...im kinda satisfied with it...=)...
it is..waoh...finally got something exciting to draw lor!lol...oh oh oh!! theres this assignment oso very cool one...draw 5 pics of the same item from nature with diff views and diff textures...so like if u wanna do 'dotting' as ur texture...then u have to DOT ALL THE WAY...cannot have any lines on it...wah...tt one challenging...and i like it..wahahaha...but it take damn a lot of time...it took me 2hrs plus to do a 10cm by 10cm pic....heh...nvm la...at least im starting to like the drawing class....
*I AM GONNA BO THE NEW SUPERMAN...
yeah...y do i say tt...cos...i need to learn how to juggle a lot of stuffs....like time...frenz...assignments...my buddies...and of cos...my bao bei...problems started rising already..but slowly settle it together...and i'll always rmb...my bao bei is always behind me...rooting for me...she treats me super good la...making me feel less stressed..:)...although i only need to attend lectures and tutorials for 4 days out of the whole week...heavy assignments take a hell lot of my time...and...not only tt...when it comes to art...everyone says tt i m a perfectionist...and i dun deny it...i am...i expect my art to be presentable...-.-...and bcos of tt...i take even more time to finish it...haiz...
i find myself kinda weak now...i mean emotionally...maybe cos i dun hav my close buddies wif me and my bao bei everytime wif me already...its hard to share my probs....tts y i say tt i feel lonely...and i really do...especially when i feel god-damn stress de time...wah...really feel like im going crazy...argh~...and learning how to be much more independent and be able to control my emotions are oso in the 'juggling' list....woah....tt makes it a total of 8 items i need to juggle...btw...no need to say..the 8th item is MONEY LAH~....my course requires us to spend money like as though my dad is Bil Gates..haiz...so..maybe u guys might see me in a cape...lol...but no red underwear hor..please...tt is not going to happen...but i might consider yellow spongebob squarepants boxer...yellow...is a very STRIKING colour...aha~...im mad.
ok...my paint is finally dry...i shall go back finish my assignment and head to bed already...bye guys...
*bao bei...thank you very much for everything.pre-order...waiting for me...and being there for me....thank you.*muackz!*
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5:16 AM
MIKE
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a RUSTY basketballer
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and HER...My very dear princess =) -