finally got a chance to blog...i think maybe i should make things clear for now.

i know you guys dun like to see this and talk about it anymore...but i just had to say this.

well...its been a few weeks..close to a month now...that we ended up like that...you guys think that i'm a disappointment...i don't think i am...and i won't care about it either...the reason why i did not contact any of you guys is because i simply cannot forget what happen...maybe you guys can...but when i think of you guys nowadays...my flashback now only leads me to how you guys shouted at me for my 'wrong' judgment and how my girlfriend sucks...

you guys claim that what you guys are doing is for protecting a certain relationship...but have you guys ever thought? if i were to leave my girlfriend alone to fend for herself...how it would have affected OUR relationship?do you guys know how bad it feels to hear your buddies criticize your judgment and girlfriend?were you guys that confident that my girlfriend was in the wrong?do you guys really want someone to be branded to be a criminal when she has done nothing?

to me...i dun mind if you criticize my judgment...i know i am not good at looking at situations and make good decisions....but i really cannot forgive you guys for saying what you guys said and criticized about my girlfriend...if you can tell me who am i to question your girlfriend...then may i ask you this?

who are you guys to criticize my girlfriend till that that extend?

and furthermore my girlfriend is not in the wrong too.

you guys say that you understand that a boyfriend should always side his girlfriend.but i was not.i was just standing firmly to my believe of my own judgment that my girlfriend is not at wrong and that i have to fight for her innocence.

i know this sentence is gonna make you guys very very angry...but well...thats how i think...it is that you guys just wanted to push all the blame to my girlfriend so the relationship is protected and secured..and i think that is a very selfish act.

i know that the opinions that my girlfriend gives might really hurt to hear...but different people will have different opinions...weather the opinion is good or not...if you don't like it...then just prove to them that they are wrong...isn't it a very simple task?if the opinions were very very wrong..have you thought..how come it was wrong in the first place?

but weather the good deeds that you have done are told to the other party or not is another problem.

you guys also commented on me for not calling you guys up...not making any effort to meet you guys up...for this i really got nothing to say...i really cannot afford any much time during that period.i was rushing my modules and all...i even have to stay till 9 at some times to use the school facility...then i go pick my girlfriend up after her work to send her home if she is working late...i intended to look for you guys up once my holidays start...but who knew...we had to face this right after i handed in my last assignment.

well...thats all what i wanna say.i am not saying that you guys are in the wrong...i am just simply stating my view...that i cannot forget it....maybe because our views are different...i cannot see and understand what you guys see or want...i really do hope i can join you guys back...my girlfriend also keep on asking me to contact you all...but i cannot put myself to...even if i did...there would certainly be a huge barrier between us...so i think its useless since i cannot forget like how you guys can...but anyway...since you guys have moved on...then so be it...memories shall be left alone as memories.

i know after this entry...i'll really be a 'disappointment'. oh well.

maybe i have changed...maybe not...or maybe our views was never even on the same path from the very same path?who knows?

thanks for all the care,laughter,everything that you guys have given me...i too will remember it.
good bye and take care too.best wishes.

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